it's the kind of emotion that takes over your senses and you have no control, i'm terribly sorry. none of this is worth it.

anyway, i'm leaving this space that's filled with 1,146 entries and this is harder than i thought it'd be. 3 years worth of memories etched here and i don't know if i will ever return. but i don't wish to hit backspace all the time when i turn to this space which belongs to me, it just isn't the way it is suppose to be and i blame techology.

till then.

xoxo

the things we don't know
and the things we think we know,
they don't matter

all the things that will be going down with this
i don't wanna know
i really don't.

I probably should mention the seven that I like/The seven things I like about you/Your hair/Your eyes/ your old Levis/When we kiss I'm hypnotised/You make me laugh/You make me cry/But i guess that's both I'll have to buy/Your hand in mine/When we're intertwined/Everything's alright

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hehehe I've been giggling to myself for the past few days whenever I think back on the day.

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we all just want someone whom we can turn to, the one person you know you can cry to, laugh to and just share everything with. someone to hold you when you are about to fall apart or the comfort you feel when your hands are in his.

we keep reading signs for every action, hopelessly dissecting each senence just to get a little closer to finding that someone. it's stupid and pathetic but...at least we're closer to love than someone who cringes at the thought of commitment and love.

things were beautiful and nothing hurt.

this is the part where we shove it all under the rug, move on and put on a mask

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I like it when I am able to smile when I think back on the day. For that moment when I'm so caught up in my happy thoughts, life is deceivingly beautiful.

There is this quote from Step Up 3D which is the exact replica of what I'd like to say to you. Word for word. But there is no point, so let's just leave it at that.

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there is no ideal world, everything will keep going wrong.

as long as you open your eyes and breathe, nothing will ever go your way and you will never get what you want.

people will betray you, hurt you and crush you, even those who said they wouldn't from the start. because when we trust, we subject ourselves unknowingly to vulnerability. we are already climbing up towards the cliff where we will ultimately fall to death from.

how can anyone ever survive such a fall?

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I'm gg to take Polaroid pictures with all my favourite people in the world and paste them on my wall so that I can be reminded of the beauty of life every single day :)

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it's tiring to put up a front but sometimes that's the only choice you're left with. should have known it's a mistake I shouldn't make.



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